HELLO! well, i WAS struggling to study for biology at borders a few hours ago.. but then some guy came and started singing in the damn cafe. how the hell can i study that way?! of course i had to leave. no offense to the music. i <3 music to death, you know as well as i do tobes. right? but i dono. i wasn't fond of it, whatever he was singing. BLEH. couldnt concentrate. anyways.. im gonna study some more for it tonight, and tomorrow after work.. and sunday toO! i have to do really good on this biology test considering i got a 66 on the first test. how terrible is that?!! i was REALLY pissed. pissed at myself yes, but more pissed at the teacher. i was ready to chew his ear off. i mean, i donno. all this stuff he said wasn't gonna be on the test, was there. grr! dumb new teacher. i tried to nominate mr. fier for teacher of the year at saddleback, but i guess i missed the deadline. :( so i'm gonna write big recomendation essay next year. i already started. i guess i have a whole year to perfect it. anyways, he's such an awesome teacher. well, i'm making another cd for myself. i'm such a music freak right now!! goodbye tobey.. i'll probably write later. :)
~karen
song of the moment: bright eyes - lover i don't have to love
*i picked you out of a crowd and talked to you.
said i liked your shoes, you said, "thanks, can i follow you?" so it's up the stairs, and out of view. no prying eyes. i poured some wine. i asked your name; you asked the time. now it's two o'clock. the club is closed, we are up the block.
your hands on me, pressing hard against your jeans, your tongue in my mouth, trying to keep the words from coming out, you didn't care to know who else may have been you before.
i want a lover i don't have to love, i want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck. where's the kid with the chemicals? i thought he said to meet him here,
but i'm not sure. i've got the money if you've got the time. you said, "it feels good." i said "i'll give it a try."
then my mind went dark, we both forgot where your car was parked. let's just take the train.
i'll meet up with the band in the morning. bad actors, with bad habits... some sad singers, they just play tragic. the phone is ringing, and the van is leaving. let's just keep touching, let's just keep...keep singing.
i want a lover i don't have to love, i want a boy who's so drunk that he doesn't talk. where's the kid with the chemicals? i got a hunger and i can't seem to get full. i need some meaning i can memorize. the kind i have always seems to slip my mind.
but you...
you write such pretty words, but life's no storybook. love's an excuse to get hurt. and to hurt. do you like to hurt?*
(a little eerie isn't it?)
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