i'm sOoo tired... lately, it seems like i always feel this way..! *yaWn* i doNnooo what to do about my major. eHh, it's really a minor problem that i have to explode b/c i dont know what school to go to. see... i just don't want to make the wrong choice. i'm in <3 w/ UCSC. i <3 the campus to death. i really think that i would be so happy there. but now i'm thinking about a major in zoology? and they offer that at santa barbara..... and it's impacted, so it must stand for something. right? haha, and i know this sounds crazy.. but i think i found a career i like already? --> wildlife biologist! what do you think? and it would directly tie in with my interest in animals and it would also tie in with environmental studies b/c it's biodiversity and conservation of wildlife species. man..! i would <3 doing that! you know, like those people that you see on the discovery channel of animal planet that follows around lions, and other wildlife species. how awesome would that be?! i mean, it's not like i would run my own TV show, but you know.. what they do, i want to do. and it doesnt have to be lions or wildlife of africa.. it could be the rainforest, ect. ect. aHHh. it makes me so excited thinking about it. yeah, i know that i'm probably thinking about all the good stuff.. and i realise there's going to be bad stuff involved toO.. like bUgs and snakes, ect. but they aren't really so bad. i think i could get used to them. i stopped killing spiders!! the only thing i kill is silverfish, b/c i dont want them to eat my clothes. :) but i let mr. dandy long legs and mr. spider live in the corners of my bedroOm. i dont mind them one bit anymore. i want to grow up sO fast tobey! you know, i was talking to this girl in my bio class today.. (BTW: we had a FUN lab today! hehe.) and she was telling me that all she wants to do is get her B.A. and finish college.. then she wants to start a family RIGHT AWAy. isn't that insane? why the heck do you even go to college if you're not even gonna use it?! i donno. i think that's nuts. getting married at 25 or 26 or whatnot! i used to be that way toO tho, when i was younger. i always thought i'd be married by 25 and be having kids. WOW, i did a total 180. now i dont even know if i'll ever get married and i plan on having 5 dogs and adopted kids. weird eH? of course, that's not to strictly say that things are going according to plan.. the plan is a continuous chain of events that are very liable to change at any given moment. sO! dont take my word for it. heh. but.. that IS the plan. anyways, today's bio lab was sO fun. we picked up beans with spoons and forks, then we passed around the HIV virus. it was hilarious! anyways, i gotta go now b/c my sushi is bugging me for the computer. and i have two tests soON!! AHHHHH. and yes. yes. i procrastinated like i always do. :( i'm so lost in chapter 5 in trig. i hate ch. 5! it suX big time. stupid equations... gRR! adios tobey! i will update you bigtime tomorrow. :) er.. actually.. i mean thursday, AFTER all my tests!!
~karennn
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
