aGh. i dont know what to do about anything. esp. this hot topic: boys. honestly. HONESTLY--i want to stay single. i've told you all about my situation already, and plus, i LIKE being single and just being with friends. i really believe that is the smart thing to do right now. for me anyways. i dont understand why these strange situations pop up out of nowhere, and you know what.. after some of these experiences, i dont want to deal with them! they just turn strange, or silly.. they dont even care for friendship. it seems like, if there is no "interest" then, friendship just goes right out the door with everything else i guess. i hate that. and i hate people like that. whatever! those people aren't even WORTH being friends with anyhow. ugh. i just dont understand. boys are just plain strange.. i'm okay to be friends w/ them, but if its anything else.. it doesnt turn out pretty. and really, no one has yet to prove me wrong. and you know what.. right now, that's all i'm looking for. friends. boys girls old young, whatever. i really dont want a relationship, and i just want to be me!! free to do as i please and learn more about myself.. so will these strange occurances please cease to exist.. i'd appreciate less stress nower days. why are relationships all people care about?! what about friends? family! jobs?! school! pets!! yourself for gods sake..
~feD up.
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
