06/07/03
June 07, 2003 at 9:09 p.m.
deaR tObey,

hello! i got home from work a few hours ago.. it was a busy day! now i'm just trying to figure out school stuff again. :/ sheeSh. it costs a LOT to go to UCSC. or any UC for that matter. i don't know how this whole financial thing is going to work out. i keep worrying about it. i'm thinking about going to UCI under 'biological sciences'.... then i would save like 10,000 dollars b/c i would live at home. i figure that i have to go to graduate school anyway... so i'll just get my whole 'college experience' there.. aHhh.. i dont know. i finally got my grades the other day. and uhh.. they weren't so hot. 1A, 2Bs, 1C!! aCK. i got a C in chem!! shOOOOOOooooooot. i blew it this semester. i HAVE to HAVE to get straight As in the summer. it will raise my GPA really well if i do... i wish i could go to the UC of my choice. i hate all this worrying about money.. and it's not like i hate school. i'm actually pretty fond of it. i would even go so far as so say i ENJOY school. but dammit, i can't AFFORD it. that is my problem.. or else i WOULD just go to UCSC, and beee sooooo happy. *siGh*!!

i've been disappointed lots of times in my life, and i guess this is just another one of those times. maybe i'm just a person who is easily disappointed? i dont know...! anyways.. i gotta let my sister use the compy. sushi is at prom! isn't that exciting? i hope she's having fun.. ttyl tobes.

~me.

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