im freaking irritated!! agh. i don't understand why people keep going back to people, who treat them like SHIT. i dont understand why people let themselves get taken advantage of. i just DONT UNDERSTAND IT. people are freaking retarded man! i've been quite angry about this for an extensive amount of time. honestly, i know i'm just pissed off b/c I (unlike some people) happen to care about my friend. i don't mean to be so harsh to him, but what the fuck? how many times does this have to happen for people to fucking WAKE UP? wake up and smell the fucking shit that is coming from that other bad person!! god. and they swear it smells of flowers. it's fucking SAD. and it's not right either. i wish they would freaking get a handle on themselves and get their life back together. why would you ever settle to be second best on ANYONEs list? could you ever be happy that way? i sure has hell couldnt. this peron has so much potential and so much personality, but this is the only thing that is holding them down. what pisses me off is that it's been so freaking long, and they still let it STAY this way. they still grovel at the feet of the one they so dearly "love". you know, i wasnt always this harsh! i really felt for the person and really understood them.. but i'm not one for self pity for more than a few months. this has gone on TOO FAR, TOO LONG! why do these people let it get this bad? do they think ignoring the situation is going to make everything better? honestly, they can do better. MUCH BETTER. but of course, my opinion counts for shit, b/c obviously they havent taken it! i dont believe what a bunch of morons people are!
on the other side, i dont freaking get them either! why are these people so freaking selfish? all they think about is "mE ME ME". do they ever stop to think about how much they are hurting that other person? do they ever stop taking and just once, fucking give back instead? damn. damn all this selfishness! it pisses me off and it grosses me out. how could anyone stay SO fucking selfish? like a fucking greedyass fat pig. all they do is consume everything in sight. do you ever fucking think about whats best for the other person instead of YOURSELF for gods sake? are these people always this selfish??? (apparently YES. freaking BRATS.. i swear) just b/c they seemingly get everything they want doesnt mean they can hoard peoples emotions away like this and let them out at their will. it's so fucking unfair, and fucking disgusting too. GET OVER YOURSELF FOR CHRISTS SAKE and think of others for once in your goddamn life.
i want to strangle the both of them!! they are both freaking morons and neither is taking the initiative. then my friend comes to me for advice and wonders why i get pissed off. god i'm annoyed. thanks tobey, i'm semi vented.
~karen
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
