today was a study day, but i still didn't get enough studying done as usual.. even with the extra focus and all.. >_< i am SO screwed for calculus wed! i went jogging with caroline and mike at 9:30am.. well, what was originally supposed to be 9.. but.. ha.. things never work out like that! anyhow, we jogged around the lake, and it was BEAUTIFUL! mike is SO fast! but i really want to go back and jog there b/c its sooo gorgeous.. i cant believe i'd never really gone around there before?! and it's right in our area too. after jogging, we ate at teds.. shared a lot of greasy food. :/ i mean, isn't that fantastic that we ate all that nasty greasy oily food right after a great run?! >_< afterwards, i went home to get my study stuff and change.. went to uci to meet up with liz.. studied for a while, ate in n out, (i was SO STUFFED ALL DAY), went back home, went back out to barnes to meet up with suey, johnny, and jerry. did some calculus.. or at least, we TRIED to do calculus. instead me and jerry just stared at our homework in disbelief.. wondering how to work the damn problems. i am SO SCREWED! no more NOT doing math homework. no more depending on suey to help me with calculus. NO MORE! i must do it all on my own and with consistency. i'm so stresseddd tobey. i havent even written my essay for college apps. i havent even checked anything out, and i feel so unprepared. and if i dont get into uci i dont know what i'm going to do! yeah, i could go under a different major.. but that would seem kind of sneaky? i really WANT to be accepted as a bio major, not as something else, just to get in.. >_< i dont even want to go to that damn school! i'm gonna see how the financial aid works out for santa cruz and davis.. and we'll see how it goes from there... *sigh* i donno. maybe i should just suck it up and just go to uci and just BE HAPPY with it.. i mean, it's not so horrid is it? it's a nice campus.. i just feel like there's no diversity there. ehh.. but i guess.. that's everywhere? i donno. gonna save that for another day. i gotta study and go to bed. bye tobey.
<3 a tired doggy.
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
