bad doggy
December 11, 2003 at 12:43 a.m.
hey tobeeeey dear!

long time no talk eh?!! i have been studying massively! this week was CRAZY for me. i studied until 2am last night with brandon and kim at dennys. woke up at 6am to finish me and michelles bio paper which we also did a power point presentation on today... i was a little jittery, but not too much because i know most everyone in that class and really enjoy everyones company! after we did everyones presentations, me and kim went to study in the study lounge until 9, then we got hungry and brandon finally got out of his class and we all met up and went to dennys to study some more!! now i'm FINALLY home.. taking a teeny tiny break. i'm gonna go to bed soon and work out some more reactions in the morning.. then meet up with chem kids at 7:30 am... study study study until we can study no more and we are forced to take our horrid test at noon. >_< thennn... after that!! i must study study study even more for calculus test the next day! i'm freaking out b/c i've barely touched the homework in that class and i've lagged so hard on it. i donno what i'm going to do. its just physically impossible for me to do chapter 5,6, and 7 homework all in one night. yeah. i know. im bad. o_O i'm quite upset with myself! then.. study like crazzzzzzzy over the weekend again for bio final and calc final on monday.. then study all night for o chem final tuesday. so. i dont know how much sleep i'll be getting this weekend. tis a horrid thing that my nightmares have become reality! i'm just praying that i can get 'B's in my classes.. but i dont know how its possible. >_< good night tobey. i will talk to you AFTER finals!! sorry i missed ya so long. my head is just all jumbled with bio, calculus and chemistry. i can't wait until next semester! fresh new start. fresh new grades. a chance to prove i can freaking get 'A's in chem and bio b/c i MUST!!! i was So bad this semester tobey. i lagged on everything. i dont know what my problem is. i know that i only did this to myself. but this is my early new years resolution.. to get STRAIGHT As!!! i want someone to kick me out to hell if i don't do it next semester. i just have to study harder and not be so damn lazy. i want to be able to say that i got straight As in college at least a few times!!! :( i'm so sad right now. DAMN ME! im so pissed. i hate my guts!! anyhoo.. no use to complaining now. just gotta suck up my bad deeds, and tough it out for the weekend. see ya next week tobey! i'll be in lighter spirits then.

<3 karen

p.s. bappy hirthday kOala!

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