Oleander/Are You There?
February 18, 2004 at 7:01 p.m.
hey tobes,

i'm SOOOO tired! after math, i met up with adam to start our plant collection. first of all, it took us 20 minutes to walk to the place we needed to go to. our "niche" or whatnot. after about 30 minutes of collecting, it starts RAINING! what a bad day to collect plants! it wasn't raining that bad at first, so we decided to stay... then it really started to pour, and we were both SOAKED! just our bad luck. so we had to start our 20 min walk back to the car. and we only collected about 15 plants... our goal was 45. >_< we had lunch at his apt. and i got to see some of the old smashing pumpkin videos! then, back to school to try and identify the things... what a joke! we were in the lab until 6:30pm. i can't believe we worked on it ALLLLLLL day, and we're not even half way done. it took so long to try and identify the plants. mainly due to the fact that we identify plants by their FLOWERS... and we only had 2 flowering plants b/c we still have a few more months before they actually start to flower. anyhow. yeah, that was my entire day! and i'm PISSEd b/c i got a freaking C on my calculus test! i'm so mad at myself... >=O

<3 karen

"when i feel too far away from where i want to be. there's nothing left for me, when i feel too close to breathe, like a baby cutting teeth. in you i find relief.

cause when it's more than i can take, i pushed and pulled to break a sucker for a saint in your eyes. criticism comes in waves, numbering our days. only you can save me..

is anybody even there? who doesn't just pretend to care. this time i need to know - are you there? does anybody think they can, begin to even understand. this time i need to know - are you there?

it's the lie that we believe, a truth that we conceive that lies inside of me. when i leave it all behind, something hypnotized the moment that it's mine.

is anybody even there? who doesn't just pretend to care. this time i need to know - are you there? does anybody think they can, begin to even understand. this time i need to know - are you there?" [oleander/are you there?]

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