wow, its great to see yOu. :) how are ya? im better.. much better. i saw my FRIEND danny today, and yeah.. we talked all my little problems over. in conclusion, i figured out that i'm a girl.. and most of my friends are guys.. and that calls for a communication problem i guess. anyways, i guess the difference is that.. guys dont think. and girls think too much. in GENERAL, not always. sometimes, it switches around. and its quite strange when that happens... hMmmm... hehe. anyways! today, i worked.. and akiyo and kate came to visit me!! they kept me company for a good 30 minutes. so, want to know something wildly pathetic? next semester, i am going to be taking korean 1, either at saddleback or at occ if saddleback doesnt offer it. how sad am i! i was so stupid when i was a kid. all those weeks my mother would push me to go to korean school, i refused to go.. even though i was born in korea, the minute i came to america i wanted to forget it all. well, living in a state like louisiana really makes you just wish you were white. and of course, when you're a kid.. i mean, you wanna be like everyone else! you wanna fit in. so being asian there was a hard thing.. and not before long, i didnt know so much as an ounce of my own language. sad isnt it? i wish i hadnt been so retarded! just the other day, i met this little korean boy who told me he didnt know how to speak korean very well.. i told him he should learn as soon as possible, but of course it was to no avail. he just shrugged off my comment. i remember when i used to think i knew everything! now i realize i have so much to learn about so many things.. i wonder if i'll ever be able to learn the things that i want. not just things like piano, my own language, etc. etc. but learning about love, friends, work, life, family... AHH. it seems like there is so much to learn. but never too much. ;) so i'll leave with that note on learning. early 99! :)
a cOntent dOggy.
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
