hi yOu! how are you doing today? me? i'm okay. :) actually, i feel better than okay. i feel gOood. even though, i SHOULD be having a bad day. eHh.. well, this morning. i went to school.. fell asleep cause i had NO FRIEND to keep me awake!! (JK Danny) went to wOrk afterwards. where i felt SOOO.. er.. slightly upset. see, sanrio is trying to make us more customer service orientated and i'm really not liking it. they are even going to give us a list of music we are allowed to play in the store. GAY! i mean, i fully love my job, dont get me wrong. but what is up with them trying to come up with new ideas for more $$? i mean, its OK yanno? i agree with the being more cust. service blah blah.. and i'll do it to help helen. and because i like doing it. BUT, it's so dumb! i know when to add sales, i just don't want to be FORCED to do it. argh. i hate that! and they want us to say the dumbest things.. like "come back again soon!" and "you will love that.." WHAT..? i'd feel like such a FAKE saying that stuff. and i HATE being FAKE. okay, and the music thing. they are seriously gonna make us play britney spears all day long. HELL nO! i'm going to go crazy in there if i have to listen to her ALL DAY! a few songs, i can stand.. but like.. those same type of songs all day longggg.. oh the HORROR. please shoot me! what is up with them trying to choose "appropriate" songs anyway. how is britney spears appropriate anyway? she's a terrible role model for kids! it's not like, we're playing system of a down in the store for goodness sake. they are so taking it over their heads. ok so someone complained about guns n roses - sweet child o' mine. PLEASE. d/l the song and tell me if its "appropriate"!! b/c i thought it was totally OK! argh. i dont even know why i'm getting mad about all this. i guess it's cause i'm there like A LOT, and i like the way things are. anyways...!
on the way home, i accidently cut this guy off on the road, and he was seriously pissed. and yeah, i felt bad cause i depise people like that. i guess i was in a rush and i didnt see him. :/ I'M SORRY gold land cruiser!! it was my fault. :/ so yeah, i really need to be more careful driving and stuff. no more accidents for me! too many already.. goodness, i hate driving. (ooH, my sister just mentioned to me that she thinks landon donavan is cute tOO!!!) we should all ride horses or something. i'm NOT kidding. it would seriously help to keep our planet a little cleaner. a LOT cleaner! anyways, i'm better about getting better. but i donno. i know that i'm probably just feeling this way because i feel pretty good today. but i know that when i feel down, i really let it get the worst of me. and i think the most horrid thoughts and assumptions. i wish i wasn't this way. and i know i can't possibly be in a good mood everyday. but... i can't take the depression anymore. i have to get better! i will let go. seriously karen, just LET IT GO! and i know that there is only one way to do it. and that is, to just DO IT. there is no buts, what ifs, ands, or NOTHINGS!! it's as simple as that. you just do it. no questions asked. it's just like studying, or doing homework. there's no way around of it. to actually learn the matrial, you gotta study, you can't cheat, there are no short cuts. you just do it. you just study. you just get over it. the anwer is really SO SIMPLE!! and it's right in front of our faces! if only we could all see... there's such a simple solution to certain problems. just do it.
love,
kimChay (as jenna would say)
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
