hey there.. things are going.. OKAY. i donno. i'm just really tired right now. it's so hard for me to juggle school and work. *sigh* (when will i begin, to live again..) so i got another B on the last chem test. sucks for me. oh well. i have to get a 199/200 on the final to get an A in the class. that's just plain NUTTY, considering the fact that i have never pulled anything better than an 84 on any test EVER. F***. (one day i'll fly away..) oh well, i'll live with a B i guess. just knowing that i suck major. ARGH! i donno, my boss today was like.. a B is good! pssh. oh my. i dont think she realizes how competitive everything is nower days. or am i just making it that way? (i follow the night..) i dont know anymore. it's just that i want to do my best. but that's hard to do when i'm always tired, sleepy, TIRED, SLEEPY. (leave all this to yesterday..) and i still havent decided crap between santa cruz or davis. and now i have another option to consider. santa barbara. considering the fact that it's SO MUCH closer.... i donno.. im really thinking about it. (what more could your love do for me?) i finally saw 8 mile the last week too. sheesh! i havent been out in ages. seriously. (when will love be through with me?) i feel like such a hermit crab, (why live life from dream to dream..?) only this time.. it's not because of some retard boy,(and dread the day when dreaming ends..) it's for the best i suppose. you know, to get the grades, go away. start over? start anew. good night.. sushi needs compy, and i need to start studying for my psych final! i havent touched the book. ahHh! good night tobey..
-Karen (one day i'll fly away)
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
