if i told you this was killing me, would you stop?
February 02, 2003 at 10:46 a.m.
dear tobey,

hey you. i haven't seen you for a little whiles huh? well, not much has been happening.. i'm a bit pissed right now. i'm ALWAYS last!! always last w/ the person i always put first. why do i do that? i don't understand it completely myself.. blah, blah, blah.. so many excuses! i don't want to hear any of it anymore. it's all the same BS. but i'm not going to go on and on about it. you know how i feel about it. it's all bullshit.

yesterday night me and negar went to spectrum to try and catch a movie, but they weren't playing the movie we wanted to see. so we decided to get a rental. we got the movie 'monster's ball' you know, the one that halle berry won an oscar for? well you know what, IT SUCKED!! it was so slow and boring. and it was practically half PORNO for gods sake! it was hugely boring. hated it.

as w/ school, i'm going to be doing a ton of studying today. i have so much studying to do! and i'm already sleepy. i sleep so much! anyways, gonna go get ready to go to barnes and noble.. i'll leave you w/ a song.

-karen

the juliana theory: if i told you this was killing me, would you stop? *GREAT LYRICS THIS BAND!!*

watch your mouth, hold your toungue boy because you're running out of breath. running out of time before every careless word that you utter renders you utterly useless. now you're drowning in your own saliva trying to speak yourself to the top of your empty world. well keep on talking, just keep on rambling, you've got your mouth full.

listen here's the pleasant part, you and i we fell apart. why don't you make up your mind? shut your mouth, burn your bridges, throw your words like an attack, stab me in the, wait a second what's that i just heard? nevermind it's obviously useless. now you're standing on your soapbox yelling from the rooftops everything you say is a lie.

listen, here's the clever one who speaks before his thoughts are done, why can't you make up your mind? watch your mouth, hold your tongue, some things are better left unsaid. now i hope you're pleased, you let your pride stand tall, it danced within your words right before your fall.

why don't you, why don't you say that to my face?

if i told you this was killing me, would you, would you stop?

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