i'm feeling pretty good today. :) i'm soooo tired though. i'm so happy i did decent on my bio test! whoOo! and did i tell you he's gonna drop our lowest test grade? wheeeeeeee! that's gonna help me a LOT. so it's like i never got that D on the first test. i think i can get an A in the class. well, today... was LONG and tiring! i woke up at 7:30 and got ready to go to school. i went to my trig class and OMgosh, my teacher is SO scary! i'm glad i've never really been on her bad side. she's like old, and really conservative. and this guy in our math class had gum on his seat. (like someone put it there i guess.) and he was telling the teacher and she made him take it off while the rest of us were taking a quiz! then, you know how you cant really get gum off w/o some chemicals? i mean, it was on there pretty good. she gave him a ruler to scrape it off the chair! he was quite pissed. then when that didn't work, she made him go to the math department to get chemicals to clean it up! by that time, he was STEAMINGGG. lol it was funny, but at the same time i thought it was really messed up on the teachers part. she just has an attitude problem! she thinks she's queen of the world. but i have to admit. she is a good teacher. after math, i went to ivc to go to my chem class. our course miss T was late. in lab today we had to do group 2 ions. (known) and we're gonna do the unknown next lab. but it was freaking LONGG man.. i guess it's cause we started late? we didn't start until 1:30! but i wasn't done until 3:30. so it took me about 2 hours. cause it was SO hard to get the right PH. dela had to start all over b/c she put in the wrong stuff in hers.. but honestly, people are retarded. they seriously don't know how to read directions! it's not brain surgery or anything. it's like a cookbook (our lab manual), you just follow what it says. it's not really that confusing. i donno. dela is just so retarded sometimes. she pisses me off in class when she asks the DUMBEST questions! seriously, me and them chem girls all crack up at her. even our TEACHER laughs!! miss T pulled me aside and asked me. "what's wrong w/ her?" OMgosh. grr. she's annoying as hell man. she's a serious parasite. and she's so damn proud of herself, that's the worst part!! she thinks she highly of herself. and you know how i feel about ppl like that. geez. but she's a serious dumbass. dont think im mean tobey, if you knew her. you would know!!!! and you would feel the same way dammit!!! in other words... after chem, i rushed to work.. and we got a 12 box shipment and i was all by meeself. :( and i was STARVING.. so i couldnt help it. i made myself a cup of noodles WHILE I WAS WORKING.. and kept sneaking in the back room to eat it! hehe. i was so hungry. but customers kept coming in and by the time i got to them, they were like reallyyyyy.. um.. noodly. you know what i mean? hehe. b/c they were sitting in the water so long!
me and edmond went to visit ben yesterday!! hehe. it was really fun. i <3 that campus, it's gorgeous! ben doesnt know how good he has it up there. it's awesome. the library is open 24 hours!! and you can bring FOOOOOOD inside!! how great is that? it's so cool. im so glad edmond came w/ me, cause he kept me awake. hehe. he's such a funny guy. we had a really good time. well, ben wasn't feeling all that great.. but he's a great guy and i really hope that everything works out for him in the end. i hope he keeps up with his studYING!! and not miss class!!! but i donno. man. tough times for some of us i guess. me and edmond got there around 3ish? 4ish? i forget.. we ate at this sushi place. (sorta.) well, edmond ate the burrito with the french fries inside. and he REALLY liked it. hehe. it was freaking HUGE! i had some kind of beef thing with rice and california rolls, and i also got crunchy rolls. (my favorite!!!) but they are still the BEST tasting at sango sushi. i've never had crunchy rolls SO GOOOD anywhhere except sango sushi. the best!! im totally craving it right now. hehe. we left around 8:30 ish.. and we stopped by to get gas.. and OMGosh.. it was SO FUNNY! the most RANDOM thing happened to us there. i just got out of my car, and there was this asian guy next to us. he was just standing there looking at our car. then, he looked right at me, and he had a panda doll puppet on his hand and was smiling and waving at me with the panda doll!! of course i started laughing.. and i HAD to show edmond.. i was like.. 'OMG Edmond, you have to see this! there is this weird guy with a hand puppet!' and edmond was like, 'where?! what?' and he looked at us and did it again! and he was making the panda bear dance and everything. LOL and me and edmond were laughing so hard. i'll never forget it. it was just SO random you know?! and the weird thing is that he looked SO NORMAL! and it was also funny b/c he was asian too. lol. haha, i had a good time w/ edmond on the drive back. he is SO hilarious. i'm really excited b/c next week some of us are gonna go down to san diego again to visit ben and we're gonna go to tiajuana! wheee! i'm so excited! hehe. im kind of scared though b/c i heard ppl try to take your money and stuff like that.. so im not gonna bring that much.
*sigh* well, i'm just really pooped right now. im gonna go relax and EAT! im starving again. :) even though i had cup of noodles and a cheeseburger at work. im going to make.. 'udon' heh, i donno of you know what that is. but it's REALLY yummy w/ egg and rice! too bad you can't taste food. i feel sorry for you. :P good night!
~karen
*you, don't ever understand. it's right here in our hands, the outline of our lives.. it's over now.
she wakes up, from a deeper sleep. a nightmare through and through. she won't stop tripping on the day time vibes but that's one thing i won't do.
you won't ever be happier, until you find the only way back home.
won't you ever understand? it's all right here in our hands. the outline of our lives. it's over now!* --> you know when john stephens says "it's over now" it's not meaning that in a negative sense. i think that it means that all the bad and negative in your life is over now. what he is obviously saying in the chorus is that every decision we make about our lives is our very own choice. fate and destiny is just something that people desperatly want to believe. people long to believe in that shit b/c when bad things happen in their lives, they think it happened to them for a certain specific reason. then they turn to fate for healing. people wait for fate to bring them something good. sorry, but i think that's BS. you make your own damn fate. you make your own choices. i think that's a really important lesson to learn in life. that's exactly why i hate all those stupid movies about 'fate'. ugh! so stupid! please, pass me the bucket and let me puke.
*destiny is not a matter of chance, it's a matter of choice. it's not something you wait for, it's something to be achieved.*
~i truly believe that quote w/ all my heart. and i think if you can truly grasp that concept with your mind and soul, you can really make the most startling changes in your life. not to mention, make the most out of that life!
oh sorry, i also have to mention. the movie 'serendipity' OMFG. how stupid was that movie?!!! why the hell do idiots make movies like that?! why the hell do those dumbasses feed the public's obsession with fate and destiny?! (i guess it's all about money. they feed you whatever you want to be fed. oh it's all so UGLY!!!)
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
