i'm pretty beat. ahhhh, let's see.. what did i do today? i woke up tired as hell. reason being that my lovely friend woke me up in the middle of a peaceful sleep at 2 am. then when i made him sleepy, i was WIDE awake!! damn. so i thought that it would help if i started to read my new book. 'degree of guilt' by richard north patterson (? .. that's close to his name.. i kind of forget the authors full name. i know im close anyway.) well, reading such an exciting book was not such a smart idea in the end.. b/c i read and read till 5 am and ended up finishing the book. i didnt even see the time slip by me! i looked up and it was 5 am.... freaking freak! and might i add that it was wonderfully well written. great author!! i want to read his other books. very exciting.. keeps you on your toes. it's a real page turner. if you like reading about law and what not. sO.... i woke up around 11ish.. (turns out i didnt have to take my sis to irvine, THANK GOD.) and i got up to put something in my tummy. :) then i got ready for work n stuff... then..! rushed out to work at 1... stayed till 7. ahh, sometimes. coworkers drive me mad. especially the new ones. sure, they are your nice everyday people. great people to chat with.. but damn. when it actually comes to WORKING, and getting shit done. aieee.. there are times when i really depise the 'leader' position, b/c i hate telling people what to do. i mean, especially if they have been there a while.. dont they freaking GET IT?? dont they get what is expected of them? i was really irritated today. of course, i always keep this annoyance inside of me... unless i feel like im going to burst.. in that case i tell helen and she tells them.. heh, so i dont have to be "the bad bossy guy". i guess i'm just not a good leader. but at the same time, i feel that i am not a follower in a group? haha i guess what i'd like to be is like, the v.p. if that makes any sense... i really should improve upon my leadership abilities (if any do actually exist that is..). i need to stop being so afraid to speak the truth. i mean, i need to tell them when to SHUT THE HELL UP and do their freaking joB!!! or else, i know.. they will just take advantage of the fact that i wont act like i'm in charge. of course, most people dont think that consciously... it's just something that clicks in the back of their head, and all of the sudden, they KNOW. they know how to push their limits on certain people. they will figure out who will let them get away with things. DAMN. it's so different to be friends with a person and to work with that same person. then everything becomes a whopping mess if you can't find a safe way to clean it up. after work, i met up with katelyn at barnes and noble and we studied till about 11. well mostly chatting, not really doing work. i got some stuff done? but i'm gonna do some more cramming tomorrow. i'm headed straight to barnes and noble right after!! maybe meet up w/ chem students? ahh i dono. at least this is my only test this week. then i can relax for a few days... i'm pretty caught up with math and bio is pretty easy too. im gonna cut my hair this week i think? i think im going to cut it really short. im really sick of having to straighten it everyday. plus i've accummilated a good amount of split ends that i need to be rid of! i'm also going to thin out my hair so its easier to manage. not that my hair is super duper thick. it's like semi, but i know it will be easier to blow dry and take care of if it's thinner!! and i want my hair short so that i can just get ready quicker in the morning. hair SUX man! i hate taking care of it. i'm seriously thinking about shaving it all off and having a different wig for every day of the week. haha. wouldnt that be great? stupid hair... :P stupid pimples!! aggghhhh. why wont they just all goOoooo awayyyyy forever please!!! anyways, i have to wake up early tomorrow to go to the animal shelter orientation. it's at 9 am!! then work till 6, then cramm like mad. after chem test on tues... i'm going to rent 'bowling for columbine'.. i've heard rave reviews about it, so i'm excited to see that. i hate stressing for tests... pOOp!!! gRR.. i'm so mad at myself for always freaking procrastinating. i suck major right now. good night!
~dOggy... >:O
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
