i had no idea that i could be as insensitive as i am at times. a few people probably now label me as stubborn, indifferent, cruel, oh and when it comes down to myself--imperturbable in my happiness. i suppose i would agree that i can be all those above things, at certain times... i'm a bit ashamed actually. i HAVE been a pretty insensitive person lately, especially toward others.. certain people that under normal circumstances, i would usually call my friends. aiee.. i am sorry to the few, but you know--everyones got their own problems, mine i can vouch for. and i am especially sorry to one. i guess it's been so long since i've felt any kind of serious heart drama. (besides for our familys issues..) but suppose i LIKE being happy... i wonder at times if that's all right?! STILL, no reason, no excuse for the monster i had transformed into just a few days ago.. *sigh* and for that i am sorry.
in other words.. the i had myself a wonderful time at the zoo! yadda yadda yadda, you know how i feel about it. it was great. we saw the cutest little baby koala. IT WAS SO ADORABLE! when it yawned from a long nap--everyone went "awwwww". it was so cute.
i know it's not such a hot picture, quality wise. but you know.. it will have to do. let's see... what else did we see? mostly monkeys b/c of edmond and katelyns class.. but we managed to squeeze in some others..
that's a bonobo monkey. edmonds favorite!! it had a baby toO! i called in baby bong bong. but i guess they didn't fancy the name i dubbed it--they called it something else.
this is me and edmond--edmond trying to climb the tree... be one with the bonobOS?! haha.. what a silly...
and really, i think edmond got wayy too into this monkey business. haha, what a cute guy--so funny. anyways, we all had a good time..
then we went to san diego state to visit friend ben. we went shopping--sorta-- :/ i didn't find what i really wanted, but i got some sandals, eyeshadow.. really basic stuff.. oh! and the sanrio store had really cute snoopy stuff that we didnt have at work.. so of course i had to have that. after we shopped, we watched 'phone booth'............ the movie i had been anticipating for... pretty much sucked. :/ i mean.. it wasn't a HORRIBLE movie--but it was pretty bad. i think it was a really good concept turned into a not so great movie.. but it was ALL RIGHT... i mean, i still think it was worth watching--to satisfy my curiosity at least. at least the lead actor was cute!
now the night must come to an end, and i will leave something for a friend.. sometimes, my last friend.
"old friend, i hear you. i know just how you feel. i've been in your shoes before. i've seen your worries, and i can understand everything you're going through. and i believe in you, your time is coming. don't give up tonight. there's a life ahead, your time is coming. don't let go tonight.
my friend, i've listened. things only can improve. you have all the time in the world. so keep on fighting, and never let them say there's anything that you can't do. cause i believe in you, your time is coming. don't give up tonight. there's a life ahead, your time is coming, don't let go tonight.
i watched as you sat with a cigarette in your hand, holding a drink in the other, trying to drown all your pain...
but i believe in you. your time is coming. don't give up tonight. there's a life ahead, your time is coming. don't let go tonight.
old friend, you'll realize, good things are worth the wait. enjoy the times that you have. you'll see a new day, when darkness fades again, and the sun can rise to shine. and i believe in you, your time is coming. don't give up tonight. there's a life ahead, your time is coming. so don't let go tonight.." (the juliana theory - piano song)
~karen
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
