i feel terrible. i feel like a blabbermouth. i feel as though i should have never come or ever been born at the moment. i didn't mean to, but i said somethings i shouldn't have said to another person--and guess what.. it effects others around them. and i'm really truly sorry. i feel so ashamed right now. and i feel as though i have lost everything that i have tried to hard to build. trust, and a likeness for one another.. i lost that. i feel like i lost that. no matter what anyone says to me. nothing can make it better. not even forgivness b/c i caused trouble. anad forgivness isn't going to fix it. they can keep saying that it doesn't matter--but i know it does. i know it does. i broke trust, friendship.. i even managed to fuck up a nice love story. and i'm dreadfully and truly sorry. more than anyone will ever know. i'm sorry.
karen.
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
