my day went from pretty okay to fucking sucky in a matter of mere minutes. god. so. the day was off to an okay start. i didn't have too much of my usual problem of not being able to wake up early when i need to, so i actually felt okay when i woke up at 5am this morning. went to deidrichs, had some pretty decent tasting bagel with a coffee. at that moment, i still felt okay. a little tired, a little groggy, but i would live. so i studied for bio there till 8:30ish. then, i went to albertsons to get a cover for my research paper--all they had were folders with kittens and puppies on them. oY. so i rush over to sav-on. after 10 minutes of through searching, i find one. i head over to school, put my report together, and make in just 5 minutes late to my poly sci class. after that... i studied last minute for bio.. took the test, i thought i did pretty well, so i was in a pretty good mood at the time.. then i went to the animal shelter to volunteer. but of course, me being the taxi cab driver that i am, i had to leave early today to pick up my sister and her friends and take them to SAT class in irvine. so i go. at that time, i was pretty famished. i picked up my sandwich i got from school, and realize that it's not what i had ordered. fine, i said... i'll deaL with a different sandwich.. so what! no big deal... uGH. saddleback does not have good quality roast beef.. let me tell you. it's was so thick and unchewable. after three attempted bites, i tossed it. so i drive, and i drive. get to irvine. drop off the kids. and head over to ivc library to finish up my galvanic cell for chem lab. i just stared at it for 3 hours, trying to think of where to start. finally i get a call from liz and andrew, and i go to andrews house to meet up with them.. so we can go to uci and get our research outline done for the extra credit in chem. i felt pretty happy then b/c i was with liz and andrew, and they are a funny couple. they are really cute together.. and no. not the mushy mushy pDA type. thank gOD. when i hang out w/ them, we all eat a lot and just talk about weird strange things. it's great! so i had a good time with them. yadda yadda yadda, things go well... we went to the librarY.. i go home at 11:30ish. i get home, and i get a $1.00 tax refund from mR. bUSH. oh THANK YOU MR PRESIDENT FOR MY ONE DOLLAR TAX REFUND. then i look over to see my damn sister on the computer. she has emily out also. and what.. WHAT THE HECK IS EMILY DOING?! she freaking chewed through the bottle of antibiotics that were precribed for maddy!! she wasn't even freaking watching her. what the hell. i am pretty freaking pissed off. she is seriously the most IRRESPONSIBLE PERson i know. i think i HATE HATE HATE irresponsible people b/c of my family. then my dad tells me that i have to tell him what to save on the computer b/c he's gonna go get a new computer tomorrow. he's so retarded-- i dont even know if i want to start about him. you know what. you know whaT! i make freaking more money then him right now. what the HELL is that about. and he's going out and buying a freaking computer. what kind of idiot does that? really....!!!!!!!!! i dont understand any of this madness. then i try to vent to a friend, and they dont even give a damn. so we have an argument and my day ENDS HORRIBly. and you know what? it's going to end even worse b/c i still havent done my damn chem outline and my damn chem cell for lab. seriously, i just came home, and everything started going downhill from there. i just want to get OUT OF THIS DAMN HELL HOLE. i just want to get away from all these idiots. thanKS dad, thanks a LOT for nothing. really, i dont know why you bore kids if you can't give them anything. i was better off 21 years ago, when i didn't freaking exist. and you know what. if emily is dead in the morning, i.... UGH. i dont even know what i'll do to my sister. and we already had to put maddy to sleep. fUCk. she better not freaking die. ugh.... whatever. i am so pissed off right now. goodbye. and no regrets the next day for all the harsh words i've said. NONE. too bad. i don't take any of it back.
karen
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
