Depend On Yourself
May 05, 2003 at 11:12 p.m.
hey tobey,

how are ya? i'm okay. just tired. i'm pretty much ready to present my chem stuff though, and i'm not too worried about it since i know ppl in there.. so i definately won't be as nervous as i was for poly sci. besides.. chem class is like half the size of my poly sci class. wayyy less intimidating. i'm glad nicole is working on this project w/ me.. if i did this by myself, whOA.. i would have to cut a lot of important details out! i have to go to school early tomorrow to finish my poster and print pictures b/c my stupid printer is being retarded. speaking of retarded, why do people who have a completely functional brain, NOT USE IT?! seriously. i dont understand. it's NOT THAT HARD. i mean, why leave yourself in the dumps? why be depressed when you can be better? i think people have a hard time realizing that they can change things. they don't even consider it an option. they view the world through a tunnel vision, which has no exits. but in reality, you really have to create your own exits for yourself. you have to.. if you want to survive emotionally that is. i've been down too. i've been depressed, but i know what it's like to be better. and i'm much happier this way. and much better off depending on myself rather than the sucking comfort of another. ppl who always look for comfort in others.. i don't understand how those people will ever be happy. people aren't always going to be there for you. everyone should learn that depending on yourself is the ultimate happiness. of course i've been blind....but i'm so happy to be out of that pathetic stage!

<3 karen. (happy but mad.)

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