hey you! i just got home from work a bit ago. and YES, i kept my promise and i did go to the shelter today. 'palo' is sOoo cute! he has this funny walk.. i think he's a mastiff mix, and he does look just like a mastiff but with these curious colored eyes and his size is much smaller. but he's so cute! some people might say he's ugly.. but you know those dogs that are so ugly they are cute? yeah, he's one of those. he's adorable to me! i love his personality. he's really affectionate and sweet. though, he drOOls quite a bit. haha. yeah.. after the shelter, i went to work.. where we got an 11 box shipment... BLAH! so i worked on that all day. now my feet are very worn out, and my shoulders hurt... and i open tomorrow! just greeeeeeeeeeeat. *siGh*! i'm gonna try to meet up with liz tomorrow to pick up my precalc book.. and i want to dye my hair too... so much toOo dOooo.. and summer school is next week! ahh! i have to go get binders and notebooks and stuff.. haha i donno why, but i really like shopping for school supplies.. getting everything new and fresh. like a whole new start. :) hehe. sO! yeah.. i'm gonna get to bed early tonight since i have become such a big sleeper... 10 hour nights! wohoO! ttyl :)
<3 me.
*third eye blind/good man
if you ever find a way to forgive me. and if you ever find a way to put this all to rest b/c i'm hanging on your dress now like a little boy. when all that you wanted, all that you wanted, was a good man.
right in the middle of another big fight, boom, back another one tonight. blood never forgets, but who protects the memories when we bleed each other from the vein?
if you ever find a way to make this interesting. and if i ever find a way to stop disintegrating into pieces that i was, that you destroy. when all that you wanted, all that you wanted, was a good man.
right in the middle of another big fight. go to bed it's getting light out. why do you always find in the places when i'm coming down? and how do you do it when i'm overwhelmed by a violet sky, and we fly in a decayed orbit 66 thousand miles an hour goes by when we kissed and only now do i feel your mouth like an ache you never knew, and it was right in front of you..
oh how do you do it, roots in the soil untangled? releasing in the sweet summer oil, still i recoil like mace. and all the little moments that i pushed you away that i can't erase. every moment overflows with power, 66 thousand miles an hour.
*third eye blind/hidden song after 'good man'
people's eyes say i'm no damn good. shut down, and left lonely only with the 'maybe we could'. stay inside cause i'm misunderstood. i can't get no release. i'm shell shocked from some heavy blows. a stranger to the people i know who used to say "he never had a down day." now i'm holding onto chemicals and silence brings no peace.
but there's another life, through a window pane. and i donno why, i got a will to burn.
as night grows, i shut the door. 7 weeks, maybe 7 more. it's like i faced a 7 headed whore. the fights knocked out in me. there's no measure for grief and i can't fight it with the sound. break down. the great god of the hand me down, holding the past around, wind up at the lost and found. *the colors all turn to grey.* wait a minute now, come back from a down day. the city plays a double feature today. life is long, some of it's wrong, but i wanna know whats going on.
in another life, cause it's good again. and it will never die, i got a will to burn. to see you again, it's like another life.
time goes by and i realize that i'm all right. thought that nothing would be the same, life comes round again.
i can't stay, and i cannot wait. and i'm grateful to pass the graveyard gate. the flick of flame is getting stronger, like when the days start getting longer. i got the rhythm down now. the golden gate is my diving board. and life is pointless, but what's so wrong with that?
cause there's another life, and a sweeter pain. and it will never die, you got a will to burn. to see you again, it's like another life. i feel the whole thing happen, the will to burn.
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
