PEEVED!!
July 21, 2003 at 10:27 p.m.
hey tobey,

and yes, i AM sorry.. and i am desperately trying... usually with not much success... anyways. ONWARD!

geezzz... i am PEEVED! i swear, the littlest itsy bitsy things will set me off... >:/ i know i've mentioned all these things to you before.. but people are SoOO stupid! i really am in a 'HATE' people mode. despising people has become my specialty of late.. i just CANT STAND the selfishness, the grotesque longing for attention, the neediness of filthy inconsiderate disgustingly overbearing human beings!! *PANT* and no, i am NOT fully vented.. so don't even think about asking.. LORD! i mean, why do people think that they are SO DAMN SPECIAL? i mean, yeah.. i do think that we're all very unique in our own ways, and that we all have our own "special" traits.. but why do people think that their "special" traits are so much better than others? why the HELL do people think that they are SO MUCH better than everyone else?! or think that they are SO damn special that they DESERVE better treatment?! it just PEEVES me that people think this way. what is all this madness with being "better" than others... i'll never quite understand it.. why cant people just be content with themselves? i mean, yeah.. i have my moments too.. definately.. but overall, i am quite happy with who i am and where my life is headed.. no one here should fret, cry or whine about their lives... we all freaking live in ORANGE COUNTY for gods sake.. it can't get any better than this. i mean.. orange county, USA.. this is as good as it gets for every spoiled freaking kid in the world.. (unless of course you happen to be filthy rich.. that is a different circumstance..) aiee. i just get SO FED UP with certain people and how much they whine like fucking BABIES about not getting what "they deserve". it's CRAP! and i'm not filling my ears with anymore of it! god. lets just put them on the other side of the world without parentals and see how THEY like it... then they would fucking shut it!!

and for christs sake.. why, WHY, WHY!! do these people think the world revolve around them? it's always "me me meee meee!!" these people are starved and famished for ATTENTION. they don't grovel for it on their knees.. but they sure as hell do grovel for it. they roll around in their filth of attention like it's fucking heaven. deeeeesgusting. GET OVER YOURSELVES for fucks sake! god. i am just about to EXPLODE from hearing all this BS regurgitating from other peoples mouths... sorry tobey.. i dont mean to be so harsh to you.. but you know, this is the only place where i can semi vent.

the quote of the day is "cry me a river, build me a bridge, and GET THE FUCK OVER IT!"

people need to learn how to take care of their goddamn selves.. stop wallowing in your self pity for christs sake. get up and DO something about it. "actions speak louder than words" and in turn, will DO something for your life rather than die out in senseless, empty, meaningless words.

yeah.. that was my two cents. more like a whole damn quarter. good night to YOU tobey!

~karen

p.s. can you imagine a crazed doggy screaming at pop up ads on a computer? yeah, that was me a few ago. i wanted so badly to dismantel this piece of plastic!!

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