09/12/03
September 12, 2003 at 10:31 p.m.
hahaha hey tobey!

sorry.. im just laughing b/c i'm listening to the neptunes cd that erin burned for suey. not that i hate it or anything, but i just don't listen to that music regularly, so when i told my friend jenna, she laughed at me. hehehehe. i miss that girl!! she moved to vegas... :( :( :( :( :( it's very sad. it's strange... b/c she's one of the very first people i met when i first moved here. so to me, she's like a very old treasured friend. you know how a lot of people have their "childhood friends" from when they were little tiny kits?! well, i dont have any of those.. so my first friends here, i consider them my oldest friends that i've aquired. jenna, allan, shari.. old capo friends!! i just never imagined that one of them would just disappear.. go away.. and i wouldnt be able to see them without driving a few hundreds of miles.. i just never imagined it i guess! i mean, i guess it's not the worst thing to happen since she is gonna come back often with her daddy. but it's just WEIRD. i dont know how else to explain it? like, that house that i used to go to and pick her up in, doesn't exist anymore b/c they aren't there anymore. a family makes a house a home.. ain't that a fact! :P anyhow.. yeah..! today was REALLLYYY FUn!!!! i went to calculus from 9 - 10:30, then i had phone war with mary anne and we finally decided to go to the beach!!! this was the FIRST day of the ENTIRE summer that i had gone to the beach. i even had to borrow a bathing suit from joey b/c i couldnt even find mine! we only stayed an hour b/c the weather wasn't so hot today.. but its okay.. cause we're going back tomorrow!! and we're also going to go jogging tomorrow at 7am. haha. do you think i'll make it?! hehe. i will make it though. i know this is bad, but if i excercise with a friend, i know i'll GO. b/c if i made a promise with a friend, i can't NOT show up yanno?! promises to myself, are easy to break. which is BAD. it's bad b/c i shouldnt depend on other people to go out and do things. i should depend on myself, and i should keep promises to myself! but i'm really excited about tomorrow. :D i have to work 1 - 7 also, and afterwards me and jed are gonna STUDY!! and if we're really good. our reward is a movie. hehe we're such dorks! but i dont care, it's gonna be funer (is that a word? funer? haha.. i dont think so...) okay, it will be more EXCITING, to work for a common goal rather than just sit there and study with caffeine amping our bodies. tomorrow is going to be a tiring, but fun day. :) i kind of had a bad experience earlier this morning too.. but i'll tell you about that next time.. i need to get to bed early for my morning jog! :D take cares tobes.

<3 karen

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