you know what?? sorry. i can't supress it anymore. i'm so PISSED. i just hate the whole fucking world and every PERSON in it right now. what the heck?!!! how can people say one thing and do the complete opposite. fuck that! especially in a desperate time such as this. maybe i'm just mad at myself. maybe i'm just really angry at someone older. maybe i'm just angry at someone younger. maybe i hate you tobey because i can't fully talk to you in certain situations. maybe there is no future and there's no point in even trying. maybe, i really do hate my dad. maybe this is just the angry/insane side of me that no one ever really sees. maybe this is real and i really do hate the guts of every person that exists. maybe its temporary. maybe you'll never really know, who the fuck i really am.
....
and i never got the answer to the question i always ponder when things get so ugly. why does a drowning person struggle?
why do i try for something, i can never achieve..
especially when the world is against me.
-karen
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
