i'm freaking tireeeeed. i'm ALWAYS tired. i like my life, but i dont like it. make sense? heh. anyway... i went to school today.. we actually got out of chem lab early today for once. it was nice! i went home to grab a bite to eat, and went to the mall to exchange something, then went to work. we have a new worker... man.. all i have to say is.. new workers are a pain!! it's so hard to train them. and when you tell them something, it's like they didn't hear you and don't do what you told them. it's so stressful! i wish helen was there to at least help me a little. i mean, doesn't she know that people just don't listen to me! i just want to go to sleeeeep for a long long long time.. but i have to finish math.. study this weekend for calculus.. i MUST ace this test. MUST! there's this guy in ALL my classes.. his name is matt, and he's SOOOOOOO damn smart. SO SMART! you have no idea how jealous i am. i feel stupid just talking to him. and whats really sad is that.. he's COMPLETELY NORMAL! WHAT THE HECK! he's not like a nerd who has no life. he's totally fully normal. really nice too. and SO damn smart. dammit dammit dammit! it makes me so mad at myself. i just wonder and wonder why i cant do it. why couldnt i be blessed with a math/science brain. WHy?!!! its really funny though b/c we're in all the same classes so i see him EVERY single day. i see a lot of the same bio majors though in a lot of classes too. it's nice but bad too. more nice than bad though.. it's so comforting to know how much some of us struggle... ack. i donno, im so glad that brandon and katie are in my chem class and i got to know them this semester. they are really cool people! brandon gave me his sandwich when i was hungry, and katie is sooo funny! we're always doing retarded stuff in lab, and it's so funny when we're ALL confused and we have no idea what's going on. katie is crazy though! she's doing so many extra activities outside of school, AND she's on the water polo team.. ect. ect. ect. it's insane. i dont know how she does it! we're gonna meet up sunday and study o chem.. you know what's really weird also? when you think you have someone all figured out, and they do the complete opposite of what you think. it's nice when that person turns out to be a really great person when b4 i thought they were kind of ignorant.... heh. i guess I was the one being ignorant. but.. really, it's so nice. strange too... makes me think twice about a lot of things! edmonds birthday is coming up.. i donno what to get him! clothes i guess b/c it seems like he can't ever get enough of it. i'm gonna try to find a big britney poster too. how embarassing when i buy it! anyhow.. ONWARD to calculus! goodbye tobey!
<3 karen
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
