hows the net treating ya? i just got done watching 'the italian job' with katelyn, judy, erin, mike and caroline.. i like that movie b/c they dont show any sappy love scenes...! it's all really subtle. =D anyhow.. i went to school today, went to sports chalet to exchange my running shoes for the right size! went to barnes to attempt and study... worked, came home... hung out with some bdudies... it was nice! im just tired.. i work tomorrow until 7 also... so pooped! and it's already 2am.. i need to do HOMEWORK tomrrow after work.. yeah, no going out for karen tomorrow night! got a calculus test wed. that i really need to study for..
i dont know why tobey, but lately i feel so restless. i just want my life to begin; and i want to revel in what i made. i just want to do so many things.. that i just can't do for like 5 more years! the waiting part, is just so difficult.. i donno why im complaining.. im not in the best mood today. i get so mad at myself... like, i had a LOT of fun with my friends today... but when they all leave, i feel so alone? lately, i've felt more and more alone every time that i am by myself. i always have thing neediness to be around other people.. if not family, then friends at least.. i have trouble sleeping at night b/c i dont feel safe. is that weird?!! im afraid of the dark, i refuse to watch scary movies, i would rather go to hell than knotts scary farm (okay.. that was a little exaggerated!!). you get my drift. yes tobey, I, of all people, am the biggest wussy of them all. even you, i need to talk to you on a regular basis to feel something... feel unisolated. i hate this feeling.. almost like a prisoner? i swear i see monsters and strange creatures of the night the form only from the dark. i hate coming home late to a dark, empty house. i think that may be the worst of all.. i hate my life when im all alone. >_<
a scared doggy..
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