it's so weird to not work? i've been working for the past 4.5 years of my life! and now... just taking it a little easier on myself.. *sigh* well, monday means finally working in the bio lab! =) first day... i'm excited! even though i know they are going to make me watch some lame safety video... (oh bother). i actually did some good studying today! i studied with yasmine and seisaku after our calc class @ soka. sheesh, i've seriously been back to that place nonstop after i've been there! and we're going again tomorrow too! i PLAN to... go jogging tomorrow, take a shower, drop of sarah at designated place, then study like mad for calculus and biology after! i studied pretty well for biology today.. and i have such a different mind set when i'm reading the text. it actually makes SENSE now, and i really enjoy learning about all this stuff! i think the plant life cycle is interesting...? (i know... SO LAME!) heh.. anyhow, i got my second holes in my ears! it hurrrrrt meeee... and suey finally got her ears pierced too!! WOW! who would've ever thought THAT would happen? it was so exciting. =) i knew she'd be the last... hehe.
.....something i don't understand.... why do friends have to be so damn mean to one another? freaking a. it's DAMN annoying. i swear... sometimes it just makes me SO upset, it's so SILLY! there is no reason for friends to be so impatient, or rude to one another. what have i done except be there for them as much as i can? DAMN, i'm just so mad.. i know this is the line that everyone says... "i do so much for them and they never do the same for me!" ... well, i feel EXACTLY that way at the moment. but you know, after all these years, i'm starting to lower expectations to lower than the bear minimum. i really hate one-way leech sucking friendships. it's about TIME, KINDNESS, PATIENCE, BEING NICE. not about being short tempered, in a rush, a poor sport when no one is looking. damn that. that is SO fake. you should be the about the same around everybody. plus or minus a few apologies. but NO MORE THAN A FEW DAMMIT! why does it have to be like this? i'm starting to become very disappointed. goodnight tobes.. i'm going to bed, this isn't even worth thinking about.
<3 karen
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
