back from seminar..... it was. interesting? i'm still in the same place i was before with God. i still have unanswered questions and haven't found answers i thought i would find. the arguments that he used seemed like fallacies to me. it almost seems as if the whole event has left me with even more questions than i had began with in the first place. oh i dont know tobey. i feel as though i DO believe in God, but at the same time, i feel as if i NEED some sort of proof to believe that he exists. i'm not one to just take someone's word for it. how can i give my life to something i THINK or just FEEL that is right? i dont know if i could risk all of that if none of it were true in the end. then again, i think about the consequences that could await me if i deny God and my faith. and then again, even after all these science classes i have taken, i really do believe that in the beginning, he did create the earth. there is just no way, no chance that the big bang theory works out. matter did NOT all just come down together and explode into pieces of what we now call the universe. i mean, where did that matter come from? where did the energy to do that come from? if "matter cannot be created nor destroyed" where did it first arise out of? obviously that cannot be true of the big bang theory, religion, or ANY theory for that matter... b/c where the heck did it come from if it cannot be created?? and the guy at the seminar, REALLY put down evolution. but i DO believe in evolution. to an extent anyway. *yawn* i'm getting sleepyyy tobes. i'm gonna think on this later... must get rest. must study it up tomorrow! something to ponder about....
<3 karen
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
