Emptiness
2002-05-27 at 1:31 a.m.
Bueno Tobey!

well, i just came back from a fun party.. er... the day was an uneventful day. first, i woke up and got ready to go to the mall to take katelyns break with her.. after that, i went home.. had a nice little nap.. then went to sha's house to meet up with cherry and jenna.. drove up to spectrum and we met up with jason, james, and some other random irvine people. :P and i also saw my old friend anita!! it was strange but good. i mean, i was glad to see her, but it was so strange? afterwards, i went to a party that i didnt really want to go to... but the girls i met there were really nice! i really wanted to get wasted tonight and jump on the trampoline. BUT i have work tomm at 10 am.. :/ damn. but its ok. always another night to drink.

i also saw another old friend.. and it was strange. when i saw that person. nothing they did made me feel happy, sad or mad. i just felt nothing. everything this person was doing was not funny at all to me b/c i have known this person for so long, i've seen them do even more retarded things. it just wasnt funny even though everyone else was laughing up a storm. i dont know if feeling this nothingness was a good thing or not? i guess its better than being mad right? right. it feels so lonely without my old "friends" but .. i dont know. i am so out of words right now. everything is just empty. 99.

<3 an empty Karen

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