1. when people care about things that that don't really matter. why do you care about things/people that really have no significance in your life? it doesn't even matter but you care about it more than the things that you SHOULD be caring about, the things that really matter. this is exactly what i meant when i put up the rocks/pebbles/sand story. i hate it when people put things that aren't important first..! then there's no room for the things that are.
p.s. it's just FAKE. which brings me to my next topic..
2. being fake. it's ugly. it's disgusting. all that nasty fakeness oozing out of your eyes, lips, words, smiles... it's also pointless. why do you do it? it also shows how insecure you are about yourself, and that you can't assert how you truly feel. that's sad. if you like someone, then like em, and SHOW it. then PROVE it. prove it with your actions, actions that are real. if you don't. then DON'T. don't pretend you want to pour your time into anything or anyone that really doesn't matter.
3. LYING. duh, i know. nobody is perfect. but why lie? why tell white little lies that don't exist? what's the point? to protect someone? to protect yourself? in the end.. it will only hurt more. and oh yes. they DO find out. so just STOP. you're only fooling yourself.
4. when people listen to certain kinds of music to be DIFFERENT, and when people dress a certain way to be DIFFERENT. when people try so hard to be different, they end up in their own catagory of fakeness/trends that they started hating in the first place. this is my say: listen to what you LIKE, wear what you WANT. don't lean more towards or away from certain things just because of its popularity or unpopularity. like it, but only if YOU like it.. so what if everyone else likes it also? and so what if everyone else dispises it? what the heck does that have to do with YOU liking what you like?
it's so distrubing to me.. like today, some ppl were like.. "you like dashboard? it doesn't seem like you listen to them." what..? i dont get it. am i supposed to dress all like those "emo" people because i like dashboard confessional? WHY should i do that? i dont get it at all. do i have to prove something to anyone? and what are those people trying to prove anyway? that they are better than the rest of society because they are different trends from pop/hip hop?? and i know some people listen to "emo" music just because they want to be "different". what's so wrong with being the SAME anyway? god! it drives me NUTS that people do this! i especially hate it when people hate things just because everyone else likes them. like that blink 182 thing i was telling you about. on that forum.. ppl were like.. "yeah, i don't like blink 182 b/c they are all poppy and made from mtv." what? that's the reason you don't like them?? HAHAHAHA. that is sooo dumb! i mean, if you dont like blink 182, it should be b/c you don't like their style of music!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok i think i will stop there.. �
(what number am i on?) oh yeah..
5. sluts, or girls that only care about attention from the er, males. i'll sum it up real short. i think they're all really sad that they have to be that way just for attention. it's also SICK. oh which brings me to my next point..
6. people that are attention starved, and do obnoxiously strange things to get it. GET OVER YOURSELF. you're not as great as you think you are. and you have nothing to prove to me or others. just STOP your madness. be yourself, not some fake. then maybe you can attain some friends that care!
7. guys that only care about "getting some". okay.. see number 5. but i hate you all the more b/c you've all successfully broken my young teenage heart. THANK YOU for all the wasted time and bs. it was all for nothing. now i know better.
... gosh.. i really COULD go on.. but i have work tomm.. and i don't know why i've started writing again.. actually i know why, it's cause i noticed one or more of these irks in the last 30 minutes, and it made me want to gag. PEOPLE REALLY IRK ME SOMETIMES! aghh.. 99 tobey. you are the absolute greatest.
<3 Karen
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
