how are ya? i'm doing alright.. living for God is tough lemme tell ya. i didn't realize how much rage i have inside of me sometimes until i actually tried to stop myself. like on the road. i get VERY easily annoyed by other drivers. just little things, like people getting into the lanes they need to be in last minute, people cutting me off, people kissing my butt, people not using their blinkers, the list goes ON! everytime someone did something to piss me off, i wanted to do what i normally do. childishly curse them under my breath! or if they REALLY pissed me off, give them a dirty look or flick them off, or cut them off right back. it took almost all of my control to fight off those feelings of insanity. actually, i slipped a couple of times, but i'm not going to give up! most of the time today, i was able to keep my cool. i told myself that it's NOT a big deal, and that it's not like i'm a perfect driver either (my.. that may be an understatement.. hehe). people just get mad so easily you know? and i'm definitely one of them. but really, it's no big thing. i'm trying.. but it's hard! but no way i'm backing down.
today i had chem lab from 9 - 12. erin got some of the product in her mouth when she was drying it in the oven! so i took her to the nurses office.... where they did tests to see if her body was okay. it was just extra scary today because we used very toxic chemicals in lab today. after that, i had lunch with kim and adam at the mall.. made it just in time for bio lecture at school... then had bio lab where we just reviewed all day for the practical. i got through ALMOST two packets. just two more to go! =) which i'm hoping to finish by this week. after i got out of school at 6.. i headed over to soka to meet seisaku to help him with calculus. we stayed till closing! 10pm just working on two darn math sections. it was hard. i was seriously going INSANE! i got so frustrated that i started to laugh as i was trying to explain the second derivative rule to him. then he started laughing b/c i was laughing for no freaking reason! and we were both just LAUGHING our heads off for 15 minutes. it's a good thing no one else was there or else they would have been so annoyed by us! i hadn't laughed so hard in WEEKS! we were both seriously keeling over, sides in pain laughing like no other! it was funny... good times! =) after that, i came home and ate SOOOOO much. i had fish, eggs, rice, dumplings... i know it doesnt sound like a lot but i had a LOT OF it. now im home... dead tired! i'm gonna read this christain book i'm reading and just write more... i gotta get ready for a LONG day tomorrow... eck. gonna go to school from 9 -11:30.. then work in the bio lab until 3:30.. then pick more plants with adam after that... then come back to school to press them.. AHhH!! then study for ochem for test next week! maybe try to finish bio practical sutff... AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm going insane. i just have no time for anything. okay. i'm gonna stop complaining and get on track buddy. talk to you laters!
<3 karen
Moving - Sunday, Mar. 02, 2008
Rambles and Kansas! - Thursday, Feb. 07, 2008
In Manhattan, Kansas! - Sunday, Jan. 20, 2008
Minnesota! - Saturday, Jan. 12, 2008
First Interview!!! - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
