When Songbirds Sing
October 20, 2004 at 10:41 p.m.
Dear Tobey,

Should I even TRY to interpret myself for why I am the way that I am? You know what I did today? Honestly? Besides all the regular Wednesday routine.. I compared myself to other people. I normally never do this because that's just a bunch of nonsense and yes I know it. But, as I was going through this process, I couldn't help but think to myself.. really? Is this what I'm "supposed" to be like at this age? I find other people odd, rather than me being the odd one. I suppose everybody probably feels like that. But I can't help but sit and wonder, why I'm not a certain way, or how is it that other people can feel this way.. I've tried to be the way that I'm supposed to be, but it doesn't really feel right, or I find that I simply don't really care for it. It just isn't as important to me as it seems to be for others. So I drum my fingers and ask myself.. Why..

Otherwise, the routine consisted of school, eating A LOT, putting on more pounds, studying, tutoring, shopping, and back to school, then I ate In N Out with John John. I was SO hungry when we got out of lab. I was yelling at him to hurry and and recrytallize his product. I went to the mall today to finish off my gift certificates. I found stuff for work, so that's always a good thing. Oh darn, and I bought SHOES! >_< But, at least they were a good price? heh. Okay. Short entry tonight. Leaving you with the cute dog picture of the day and a song. Sweet dreams.

I find this absolutely hilarious.

Upcoming:
Q and Not U.. November 1st, back at the Troubadour. So excited! =D

<3 Karen

And the song..

I find this band soothing. Suey hates it, but I can't help but love it.

The Rocking Horse Winner - When Songbirds Sing

From sea to sea
A bridge lies between you and me
Walk across this route in harmony
When songbirds sing

Deep blue sky
In my dream I could almost fly
But I don't even have to try
When songbirds sing

When my world caves in
I'll find peace within
Hearing your voice again
When songbirds sing

When my world caves in
And the lights go dim
Hearing your voice again
Brings comfort to me

A comfort so soothing to me
As soothing as this melody
When songbirds sing

Evening tide
Wash away all these deep blue nights
Happiness won't seem to pass you by
When songbirds are singing

When my world caves in
I'll find peace within
Hearing you voice again
When songbirds sing

When my world caves in
And the lights go dim
Hearing your voice again
Brings comfort to me

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